Depressed! That is how I was feeling in the last couple of days. I have mastered the art of enjoying my company so much that I usually like the 'me-time'.
The last few days, I was just feeling down and out. I don't know why. maybe its one of those days when you get up from the wrong side of the bed and it continues for a few days.
To add to woes I was struggling with a Migraine attack the whole weekend along with Gastroentites - Double whammy especially for me. So I was alternatively clutching my head, puking and fighting the stomach cramps, running to the loo and in need of some TLC.
Instead the doctor pumped into me a dozen pills so I could work on Monday morning. Bloody deadlines!
Anyway, feeling better now and not so depressed.
Also have realized that I should NOT get back together with the ex. The relationship was too complicated, getting back together would be more so.
P.S; Sorry for disappearing from the blog scene. Work and other stuff left me really busy.
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
Friday, 11 May 2007
A mop of curly hair
I have a confession to make. I find curly hair irresistible. Every time I see a man with curly hair I just want to run my finger through his hair. I don’t like crew cut, poker straight is just about okay but curly makes me look twice at the person.
I used to love Irfan Pathan when his unruly mop was on display but since he cut his hair, he doesn’t seem that appealing to me.
And there is this much younger guy in my language class with curly hair. He isn’t much of a looker but every time he sits next to me, I have to hold myself back lest I start running my fingers through his hair.
Gosh! What if I actually did that….
I think the appeal of curly haired men lies in the fact they tend to look more boyish and lost and women just love that (at least some do).
Conclusion: I gotta find a curly haired man for myself.
P.S : I discovered this cool label thingy. But what exactly does it do?
I used to love Irfan Pathan when his unruly mop was on display but since he cut his hair, he doesn’t seem that appealing to me.
And there is this much younger guy in my language class with curly hair. He isn’t much of a looker but every time he sits next to me, I have to hold myself back lest I start running my fingers through his hair.
Gosh! What if I actually did that….
I think the appeal of curly haired men lies in the fact they tend to look more boyish and lost and women just love that (at least some do).
Conclusion: I gotta find a curly haired man for myself.
P.S : I discovered this cool label thingy. But what exactly does it do?
Thursday, 10 May 2007
Bloody Men!
There is this colleague of mine who got married a few months ago. He sits in the office till 7.30- 8.00 P.M everyday. Even if there is no work.
So I asked him how come he still stays so late at work. I mean people are usually eager to go back home, have endless legitimate sex or do whatever married people do.
Even though his wife works too, she comes back home early evening. Its not like he would be spending time with himself.
And he told me this, “You know I can’t let my wife get used to the fact that I can come home on time. She should get used to waiting for me. You know how it is…. You have to control the woman.”
I can’t believe that bloody patriarchal MCP North Indian men think like this!
So I asked him how come he still stays so late at work. I mean people are usually eager to go back home, have endless legitimate sex or do whatever married people do.
Even though his wife works too, she comes back home early evening. Its not like he would be spending time with himself.
And he told me this, “You know I can’t let my wife get used to the fact that I can come home on time. She should get used to waiting for me. You know how it is…. You have to control the woman.”
I can’t believe that bloody patriarchal MCP North Indian men think like this!
Saturday, 5 May 2007
Single at 24?
Is it a crime to be single at 24? I mean seriously!!
One of my colleagues has been bugging me since the last few months (since I have turned the dreaded 24 years old).
“So you are not seeing someone?”
“No”
“Why?”
I try to be polite and smile.
The conversation is repeated two days later.
My reply this time, “Why not?”
The conversation is repeated after another few days.
My reply this time, “Meri marzi… Kuch bhi karu.”
(Translation: My wish… Whatever I do)
After a few more days and repeating all answering techniques alternatively, I got really bugged up yesterday and snapped at him. Throughout the day.
Now, I have an inkling that I won’t be hearing that question for sometime.
One of my colleagues has been bugging me since the last few months (since I have turned the dreaded 24 years old).
“So you are not seeing someone?”
“No”
“Why?”
I try to be polite and smile.
The conversation is repeated two days later.
My reply this time, “Why not?”
The conversation is repeated after another few days.
My reply this time, “Meri marzi… Kuch bhi karu.”
(Translation: My wish… Whatever I do)
After a few more days and repeating all answering techniques alternatively, I got really bugged up yesterday and snapped at him. Throughout the day.
Now, I have an inkling that I won’t be hearing that question for sometime.
Almost Again
Watching me gorge on French fries and chocolate milkshake, ex-boyfriend gave me a questioning look.
“Chocolate and french fries?” he asked.
“Yeah, So?” I replied.
“Are you PMS-ing. I mean… I know you crave for chocolates and fried potatoes when you are…” he said.
“Hmmm,”
“See I know everything.” And he breaks into a grin.
“I’ll support you. I know I am supposed to be supportive when you going through this. Even when you are been irrational, irritated, going through one of your mood swings.”
And that’s why sometimes I think he can be almost-again-boyfriend.
“Chocolate and french fries?” he asked.
“Yeah, So?” I replied.
“Are you PMS-ing. I mean… I know you crave for chocolates and fried potatoes when you are…” he said.
“Hmmm,”
“See I know everything.” And he breaks into a grin.
“I’ll support you. I know I am supposed to be supportive when you going through this. Even when you are been irrational, irritated, going through one of your mood swings.”
And that’s why sometimes I think he can be almost-again-boyfriend.
Friday, 4 May 2007
One Night Stand
Last evening The Ex and I were talking about getting married. Not to each other. Just generally getting married to other people.
“It would be so weird if I get married to some other girl. I mean I would have to make love to a stranger?” he said.
“Yeah… Except it would be like a one night stand but when you wake up the next morning you will realize that you have to spend the rest of life with that person…” I replied.
For the next few minutes we both went quiet.
“Maybe we should get back other.”
“Or maybe not.”
“It would be so weird if I get married to some other girl. I mean I would have to make love to a stranger?” he said.
“Yeah… Except it would be like a one night stand but when you wake up the next morning you will realize that you have to spend the rest of life with that person…” I replied.
For the next few minutes we both went quiet.
“Maybe we should get back other.”
“Or maybe not.”
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